I am now officially engaged :) Yay! Virgil asked me yesterday (as soon as we picked up the ring) if I would marry him! Such a positive, happy thing. And my ring is so beautiful.
Good #2:
I have surgery this Wednesday to remove the rest of the cancer from my leg. Well, hopefully it will be the rest of the cancer. I still have not heard any results from my CT Scan so that still weighs on my mind.
My mind is heavy... and dull. I am overwhelmed. I can barely keep up with what 'needs' to get done in my life. I need clarity. One second I clearly remember what it is that I need to do, and 3 minutes later I can't even begin to list off what should be done, much less in what order. I need relief. Hopefully, being away from work for over two weeks will help me refresh myself, my mind and my life.
Pray that I am healed from cancer. Completely. I need complete healing, and that can only come from Above. I need to trade in my life for God's wholeness and caring. It doesn't really matter what I am going through and what is happening because He is by my side.
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By Your Side
Tenth Avenue North
Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away
Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run
And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you
Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life
Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go
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I understand how you feel about the to-do list. Sometimes I have great clarity of thought and then it will be completely gone! I think our minds sometimes can't handle the trivial when the monumental overwhelms us. I pray that God does give you clarity of thought and heart, and I of course pray for complete healing!
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